Goodbye 2009, Goodbye KGB, HELLO New Year, HELLO 2010

It's been a year. Within that period of time, I've become a real adult and act / be like one. I'm 21 already but I still feel like a kid and still want to. (hehe!) As I was working, there were many times that I found myself crying, depressed and pressured. It was my first job and I'm in a call center were everything are measured through the numbers that you make which is STATS. If you don't perform or meet the required qualifications either you are issued corrective action or kicked out of the company. You have to work hard to earn the money and build the rank or stats so you can bid for the schedule that you want. Pride kept me going simply because I don't want to put my efforts to waste and loose my job. And Of course, I need to support myself. I don't want to be a burden to my mom.

I've learned to value love ones, friends, time and money. Friends also helped me to cope and adjust to my new life. Since I started to work, I hardly have time for myself, for the people I love or for the things I usually have time to do. It's sad whenever I look back to my old days of being a free loader and a student. It was my fault that I've taken for granted important things and forgot that good things sometimes must come to an end. I don't know whether I'll finish my degree or not. I planned to work and study but I don't want to risk it. If I can't balance the two, it would be a waste of time and money wouldn't it? I don't wanna graduate just for the sake of having a diploma and have any grade written there. And I'm not wishing to be an Honor student because I'm not intelligent. I'm just average. I want something that I can be proud of and achieve my dreams.

As of the moment, I'm going with the flow atleast I can say that for all the things that happened I don't have regrets. Life is a journey. You'll never know what will come and what will happen. I left KGB and will look for another job. I'll still be probably in the call center industry. I'll never forget those memories I've made with KGB and the people. I'm thankful for the TMs, CSRs and friends I've met there. Most of them are nice but I'm not looking forward of doing that job forever. It's not the company I prefer and honestly I hate the account.

Hopefully, next year will be even better.
I'm looking forward to future and what It will bring me.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Lots,

mapi